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aww hell. [30 Jun 2006|10:44am]
[ mood | worried ]

I've lost my Mp3 player :[
If anyone finds it flailed within their houses could you please let me know.

Edit: found, I'm just dumb :]

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[17 Jun 2006|04:06pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

Drunk Jade is an ass.
sorry to aaaanybody who had to see me last night :/

ehh, whatever I had fun :]

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At the moment.... [14 Jun 2006|11:12pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I havent been able to find anything to say latley, atleast not out loud, in my head that's not the case and I've been feeling the need to write things down more frequently. I kind of feel like I'm in a pit and I'm not enjoying it down here, or upset about it at all, but like I'm in a neutral state of not knowing what to think.
I'm not sure how long it will take me to find a way out, or if all I really need to do is stay down here long enough that I get bored and actually give two shits about where I am, but at the moment it is working, hopefully not against me, but it's doing something.

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can you feel a little love? [05 Jun 2006|11:28pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I never though that flowers of any kind were extradordinarily pretty or beautiful at all untill the other evening when it was raining, and then I found that I couldn't tear myself away from the rose bushes in my back yard. Since then I have been noticing and finding flowers everywhere very interesting.

Spent some time alone one morning in Shawnigan last week, today me and Krystal saw a beaver, it was insaine I had no idea they lived soo close by.

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[01 Jun 2006|07:40pm]
[ mood | lonely ]


MeganCollapse )

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it was epic, oh so epic [30 May 2006|10:35pm]
[ mood | blah ]

We totally made the most amazing escape ever in Frances Kelsey's skipper history today.
You cant touch us, dont even try.

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...and it wont stop [23 May 2006|09:05pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]


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I can feel summer finally setting in, and I love it [15 May 2006|10:40pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Today was quite random, I enjoyed it.

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Happy Birthday Zemo! [11 May 2006|08:05pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I uploaded a couple pictures that I've done in art that are in random spots around the school. I took pictures of them so there is a really annoying glare from the glass but I am hoping to get them back before school is out for the summer so that I can get a better, clearer picture of them, although it is kind of neat having my art up in the school.
Youuu can view them Here, Here and Here. :]

Today was good, I really enjoy the weather like this as long as it doesn't rain. it was Justin birthday and I happened to have my camera so here are a couple more pictures for your better interest :p

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Sorry for ranting on for soo long. [10 May 2006|10:10pm]
Seeing and hearing the fighter jets race through that skies today made me feel really sick and empty in my stomach.
The whole way home I couldnt do anything other then sit and wonder what's happening to us, is it really nessicary that we have to practise perciscion and dropping missiles at un-manned targets off the coast 'just incase'. And like they've been saying is it really true that now, more then ever we're in danger of being attacked. It's a horrible feeling having the bigger picture slowly getting closer and closer to our reality, it's definatley not something were going to be be renowned for later on down the time lime. I'm just hoping that after these tests are done I will never have to see these planes up close and personal again.

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I haven't been having very much fun dreaming latley.
For the past two weeks instead tf the normally twisted and extremly surreal dreams that I've enjoyed my whole life, I've been having very real, very disorienting, and very unsetteling ones. Last night I dreamt that I was standing over myself sleeping in bed, yelling at myself to wake up but I just wouldn't. It made me wonder what would have heppened if my alarm hadn't gone off and there wasn't anyone there to wake me up.
In all the others I have either been really depressed in the middle of a big group of very, flamboyantly happy people who just didnt want to talk to me, or I've had some weird condition or deformaty in a group of perfect people who keep making fun of me.
I dont know why I've been having these dreams, it's honestly the first time in my life that I've had bad dreams [that I can remember anyway] and It's really not something that has been making me feel exceptionally good in the mornings when I wake up.

[08 May 2006|04:14pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

I just found out that this childhood memory I've had my whole life that I thought was the first dream I had that I could remember when I was 3 or 4 is true!
This isnt going to be all that interesting to anybody other then me but I find it overwhelming.
I was 3 or 4 and I was upisland in some remote little place called Tasis. We were staying at a cabin out in the middle of the woods with some crazy guy named Chris and I remember being out around twilight with my brother and my uncle by a river and while we were walking a bear appeared on the other side.
For some reason I seemed to remember that the crazy Chris guy was hunting, had a rifel and shot at the bear but apparently he wasn't, and he didnt.
I guess I find it overwhelming becasue that memory has been with me as far back as I can remember, and it's just one of those things that you never really tell anybody because theres not really a point.

I know nobody really cares about that so I guess I'll ask you all what you're first/favourite childhood memory was, in actuality or a dream, I'm actually really interested after this.

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Last couple of weeks [01 May 2006|08:48pm]
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[27 Apr 2006|09:30pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
No cheating!Collapse )
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remember this. [23 Apr 2006|06:55pm]
Bjorn Hauns Flemming
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100+ pictures! [16 Apr 2006|06:43pm]
Bunny Love went well, all in all I'm glad I went...but I'm extra glad that I stayed 100% sober throughout the whole time I was there. I was going to drink before hand...but I didnt know exactally how long I would be there and started remembering past experiences in that department and decided to go with completly sober haha. Anyway, walked there with Dallas and Aisling, made my rounds but didnt really feel much like dancing untill this really good set came on around 12. BUTT I'm sure you dont care to read about the hundreds of sweaty people encounters so if I see you in person perhaps we'll talk. Theres too many pictures for me to want to add captions so I'll let the pictures speak for themselves this time :]....any questions or comments please feel free.

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Oh and also
I'm the queen of making retarded faces!Collapse )
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I MISS YOU ALL <3 [14 Apr 2006|04:53pm]
[ mood | kinda sappy ]

It was an amazing day today, and I've wasted the majority of it inside. I sorted through all my clothes and have cleared out what seems like half of my wardrobe. I'm planning on giving some stuff away so if it reminded me of you then I'll talk to you about it.
But upon sorting through all my clothes I found 3 small picture albums which brough back floods and floods of nostalgia, I've scanned my favourites of the bunch, and I just dont know what to think about them all, I would love to get in touch with all of these people again but that seems pretty much impossible.

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This will take some concentration... [10 Apr 2006|09:05pm]
[ mood | meh. ]

Nothing on this list is in order of how much I like or think about anyone. It's taken me over an hour to think about and write what I actually think about everyone on this list and every last bit it true. Nothing was intended to start any e-drama and if any offense is taken [from anything, I dont know what] then I'm sorry but that's just the way I feel.

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This is going to turn into a rant, I can feel it. [02 Apr 2006|04:49pm]
[ mood | Inspired ]

Yesterday couldn't have been any better (while sober anyway :p) It's helped me learn that I really should trust my good and bad feelings more.
Michael Franti was amazing, everything was amazing and I honestly cant think of another way anything could have been better. It all started off yesterday at 7:30 when I woke up in a particularly good mood, found out about the concert and then went to my bank to get out some money where I learned that I had about 50$ more then I though I did. I sat around for the rest of the day waiting for cassie to get off work and when she did i went down to her house where ofcourse she was stressing about this and that (cassie, I know i'll read this :p) and it was getting pretty late so I started having my doubts, but we continued on anyway. We got there just before the show started and were getting ready to pay when the guy behind the counter gave us 2 free tickets! and told us that the only seats left to buy were really crappy and not worth the 30$ It was soo unexpected but we ended up with second row center seats for free!
Michael Franti did a little bit of sort of stand up and then we watched his documentary "I know I'm Not Alone" which was about him going to Baghdad and talking with many of the citizens there about the war and their lives while playing music for them and getting to know these people. He also went to Israle and Iran and the Gaza strip and talked to soldiers. He got so many opinions and even settled some differences and It's amazing what one person could do. Cassie bought the movie and I think that if possible you all shoudl watch it, it's really inspiring and insightfull.
The music started after the intermission and everybody instantly got up and started dancing and singing. The whole place was like a hippie love fest with this really intimate feeling to it. I swear everybody there was a huge flaming hippie, I didnt know what to expect but tht blew any idea that I had away. There was this guy dancing on the upper balcony that was sooo obviously high, he even shouted something about 420 at one point. It was hilarious he was soo happy and flambouyant and I wanted to meet him about at much as I wanted to meet michael. At the end of the show I (along with about half the audience) got a hug from Michael and Cassie got a signature. I took a bunch of pictures with cassies camera so when she uploads them I'll post them on there. After the show we got pizza from ghetto slice, we gave some girl directions and she gave us free smokes, we even got free parking at the parkade because the security guard was in a good mood!
Because of all that I think I'm going to be in a good mood for a long time, but I realize now that this really has turned into a rant and I have to go find something better to do with my life now :]

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[01 Apr 2006|04:03pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Ahhh, yawn. Last night was spent with LC, Lo, Stephen, Trey, a couple others. Carrie, Charlotte, Samantha and Marianda were over for a bit and Conan stopped by before I fell asleep.....on the couch because I was too lazy to walk back to my room.
I was expecting about as much out of tonight but things have taken a bit of a turn and me and Cassie are off to Victoria to go see Michael Franti Live at the McPherson Playhouse. :]
I'm pretty happy, he's also doing a special screening of his documentary "I know I'm not alone" and I'm pretty excited to see what it's about. It's also kind of neat because we were just complaining a little while ago about how we never do anything different or speical and tonight gives us a reason get dressed up and atleast feel snazzy for atleast a little while.
Right now I am watching The Cable Guy and waiting for Cassie to get off work, but I'll update yall when I next get a chance.

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Pick it, pack it, fire it up and come along. [30 Mar 2006|08:42pm]
[ mood | Sooo Excited! ]

It's amost that time again!Collapse )
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